Should I go to my high school graduation ceremony?

Well, at first I didn't want to go because I got kicked out of NHS (national honor society) at the last moment, and everyone would know without my stole. It's deeply mortifying for me because there's nothing to differentiate me from a pot head because I will have nothing to show for my hard work and success. BUT I found out I could just cheat and buy myself a stole online or somethIng...oh yeah and there's like 900 kids in our senior cl. If I don't go, am I really missing out on anything???