Need CHRIST LIKE advice..i have the name Jeremiah stuck in my head?

im a 16 yr old girl who is COMPLETELY in love with Jesus Christ. my dad left last year for another women and i had a very hard time. i felt unloved, neglected, heart-broken, and alone. long story short i was depressed and suicidal until we had a 3 day revival at our church with Ivan Tait. i went all 3 days and cried my eyes out the whole time cus they were services about healing. i heard everything i needed to hear and on the 3rd day, august 18th, i was at the alter getting prayed for and the pastor prophesied over me. he said that i will make a decision by february that will change my life. exactly 2 months later on october 18th and church i was at the alter and i was praying for the man that God has planned for me. i stopped praying and looked at the pastor and he spoke a word that God gave him. he said theres a young lady here and God is bringing the man he has planned for you by the end of this year. i knew he was talkin to me cus that was exactly what i was praying for. now, about a week ago, ive had the name Jeremiah stuck in my head. i dont know anyone named jeremiah so i dont know why that name is on my heart. i started reading the book of Jeremiah in the Bible to maybe find some answers but i dont feel like i found anything. am i just thinking of the name just to be thinking of it, or is it God trying to tell me something? but i have a habit of taking things and thinking that its God trying to speak to me, when really its just in my head. i would like true Jesus followers to answer this because i cant hear God's voice, but im praying for someone who can to read this because i believe he will speak to me through you. thank you and God bless!